Chris and I went into Boston today to walk around and run an errand...the weather was so sunny and pretty. But FREEZING. Every time the wind blew I thought my face would crack off. Despite the cold, it felt good to get outside in the fresh air. I've been so tired and run-down. Burned out. There is so much changing in my life in so many ways. I feel like I am actually grabbing the wheel to steer a this giant ship that is my life. Lots more to come!
On another note, I am looking into teaching drawing classes at a local private art facility (part time). I'm not sure if it will happen or not, but something inside of me yearns to try it. To make a difference for a child. To feel good about what I'm doing. I'm excited and scared all at once. What if I'm not good enough? What if I hate it? What if I love it? There's so much in life we don't know about until we try it. That's part of the spice and the fun. I just know the old me would never consider this new gig. Times are changing and I like it. It's time to kick back and enjoy what life brings my way...to smile and laugh and notice all the little things that make the day wonderful. To really live. To stop analyzing and spend more time DOING.